You're not gonna die. Because tomorrow you will be alive. And you will make a pledge to get stronger every day. And you will keep that pledge. You will bleed through honor and discipline. And you will become so strong that they may never threaten you. You are going to do this.
Strangely, it's moments like this that I feel most lucky to be queer. I think about our elders. How hopeless they must have felt. How easy it would have been to give up. But they fought for the life I get to live today. What an insult it would be, to them, to succumb to despair
all i can say is live. you have to live. if you’re trans, queer, a woman, bipoc, disabled, an immigrant: you must live. we have to support each other. we have to be visible and loud if and when we can. and above all else we have to live
If this has you in a grim mood. You really wanna off yourself? You really wanna give those fucks their satisfaction? The less you suffer, the more they suffer. You can punish them just by existing. I hope their every waking moment is spent in fucking agony knowing I exist.
I am admittedly very upset. I’ve had my moment of panic and I’m sure that more will come. But to the utmost of my ability the only choice I have, and have ever had, is to live one day at a time. Today is Wednesday. It’s right on time, so not everything has gone wrong.
try to live as normally as u can today. keep living and thriving in spite of this. resist doom scrolling and getting consumed by dread and despair, that’s what they want. stay strong and stay resilient. u are not alone. lean on ur community and please do not harm urself.
@carnalhaus I do the same thing, I'll have a character that has tattoos that I designed myself a lot of them and then I get lazy and just shade in splotches 😭😭😭