It’s taking you a little longer because you aren't lying, using people, cheating, manipulating, or selling your soul. Don't rush anything. The slower the process, the deeper the roots, and the stronger the values. It's the journey that matters, not the destination.
Do u ever sit back and realize you’re not anybody's favorite person, you’re just kinda there and then you get the sudden urge to distance urself from everyone and chill alone