Having a partner who isn’t afraid to hurt other people’s feelings when it comes to protecting your relationship is actually such an important piece of the puzzle 😭
This morning, I woke up feeling very sad….
I had plans of going to church but I changed my mind.
I was crying and legit grieving then next thing I did was to start playing gospel music …cried some more and then proceeded to reading my Bible while still crying…
my therapist said, “the grief you feel isn’t proof that you made the wrong choice. it’s proof of how deeply you once loved.” and honestly, i needed to hear that.
as my final act of love, I will give you the silence that you have been asking for , I won’t reach out to you
i won’t send you those late-night texts when my chest feels heavy, I will swallow all the words I’m dying to say and let you live your life as if I was never a part of it
If my absence is what brings you peace then I will quietly disappear
Please, take this serious. I still have tweets on my page from my crash outs. I thought I wouldn’t make it out. But I did. And I’m very much happy the relationship didn’t work out.
Today, I have found my gem and I honestly happy to have her in my life. She’s my peace.