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And her music was electric ! 🎸
Transfem 🏳️‍⚧️ she/her
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I love the universe and everything in it with an unwavering love

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I'll share my "How I discovered I was trans" story cuz it may help people questioning their identity or just make other trans people that need it feel like they aren't alone

The first time I started questioning my identity was around when I was 8, it's the blurriest part of

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@concorde1143 Explained it on discord :3

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Might have found my new favorite manga actually

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@mightymadeline_ Twitter age restricted it so I'll guess that it means it's a yes

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Why do I write the most beautiful things when I'm sad..
I wanna write out of joy too !

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I never wanted to talk about this here
I don't like talking about love
But tonight was too much
I'm sorry

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My body melts
And as everything boils and stirs
The only thing it can remember is you, in your entirety
My skin remembers your touch
My ears remembers your words
My eyes remembers your face
My nose remembers your perfume
My brain remembers your love
My heart remembers your soul

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But my mouth, it can't remember anything
Anything other than being speechless
Because no words could've truly expressed everything it ever wanted to say
I'm sorry

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My body melts
And as everything boils and stirs
The only thing it can remember is you, in your entirety
My skin remembers your touch
My ears remembers your words
My eyes remembers your face
My nose remembers your perfume
My brain remembers your love
My heart remembers your soul

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Why does it have to be the hardest challenge this world ever befalled on me
Why this
Why love
I thought hate was the hardest thing to forget
But it was in fact your face, your words, your love
And yet you told be
That we could be again
Maybe
Maybe
I've lied to myself again

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Why does it have to be the hardest challenge this world ever befalled on me
Why this
Why love
I thought hate was the hardest thing to forget
But it was in fact your face, your words, your love
And yet you told be
That we could be again
Maybe
Maybe
I've lied to myself again

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In the past I have controled my feelings the best I could
And generaly it always worked out
So why can't I anymore
Why can't I do it with her
Why can't I just move on
Why is she forever engraved under my skin, into my blood
Right on my heart, her name is spelled
In bold letters

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In the past I have controled my feelings the best I could
And generaly it always worked out
So why can't I anymore
Why can't I do it with her
Why can't I just move on
Why is she forever engraved under my skin, into my blood
Right on my heart, her name is spelled
In bold letters

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She has total control on my soul and yet she probably doesn't even remember it
It shouldn't be that way
It really shouldn't
And yet I don't want it to be any other way
But it hurts so much
It hurts so much to not be acknowledged anymore
I am an old dog she doesn't want anymore

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She has total control on my soul and yet she probably doesn't even remember it
It shouldn't be that way
It really shouldn't
And yet I don't want it to be any other way
But it hurts so much
It hurts so much to not be acknowledged anymore
I am an old dog she doesn't want anymore

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I hate crying floods for this
I shouldn't care that much
I really shouldn't
I shouldn't
I should be free
I should be free from my past
And yet I don't want to be
Like the loyal dog I am
I stay no matter how much it hurts, how much it stirs
Because I am not free
I am a dog

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I hate crying floods for this
I shouldn't care that much
I really shouldn't
I shouldn't
I should be free
I should be free from my past
And yet I don't want to be
Like the loyal dog I am
I stay no matter how much it hurts, how much it stirs
Because I am not free
I am a dog

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@Garden__of_ I don't know anymore

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I waste my time
I waste everyone's time

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One day I may die
Or I may not
I'm at peace with it
Or maybe I'm not
How should I know
I never lived it

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@famousprophet9 Promise :3

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@famousprophet9 Well I mean u don't have to but I do 🫂

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@Apple_of_ Happy to hear it ^^

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@Apple_of_ I'm available if u want to vent

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@famousprophet9 Cute :3

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@mightymadeline_ Ur right :3