and i kniw my bum ass dowsnt know how to swt boundaries and when to express that someting hurts me so i just make myself bottle it up until one day i might explode but id probably just keep to myself when that time comes too. Or i just dissappear and isolate myself
i get tired of being treated like the butt of the joke and the idiot in every friend group everytime but i also act like an absolute clown anyway . i dont know how to entertain anyone without makin a fool of myself 💔