H8 being out against my will in my state/work it feels like i never pass even tho i do and it fucks me up randomly for a while and now an entire sector of a thing i was originally looking forward to doing is just not accessible and im always complaining/bothering the same 3 ppl
things arent that bad for me. i have no safety concerns genuinely, my other friend in the state who ended up quitting professional school bc of similar pressures and i know i have to keep on pushing and stop complaining sm