Wayne Pilsworth

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[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

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[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

@Keir_Starmer First one to deport, hmmmm, forgetting the name, "oh yeah, that's it"
Keir Starmer

[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

Just a random man that keeps getting back up
Love respect always ❤️💚

[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

@VictimsComm @Keir_Starmer
Surely the new law passed last year , would take into account of a flawless law prior, otherwise you wouldn't have passed the new law, also this case is failing even under the old law

[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

System in UK is messed up, needs fixing

[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

@realDonaldTrump @GranadaReports @MENnewsdesk @BBCNews @VictimSupport @Keir_Starmer

[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

System in UK is messed up, needs fixing

[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

System in UK is messed up, needs fixing

[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

@RoseEmpower I'm plodding along,
Completely lost in this thing called life. No direction, no motivation, complete limbo.
Only breathing this poison (oxygen) because of the children.
Apart from that, I'm existing.
Been through to much, to find myself.
"It is what it is"
Hope you guys okay

[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

#ihavenofightleft

[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

There is a lot more to the story that is put on this article.
There were several injuries unaccountable for.
Yes, she passed because of a blood clot, but the person who was with her tried to wake her several times over a 24-hour period, and failed to phone for help which led to the blood clot forming through immobility.

[S A M M Y Woodhouse @officialsammyuk]

Unfortunately, they’re millions of people that have been sexually abused as children in our country and of course this has left devastating consequences on our lives and we’ve had to fight with everything we have to have our experiences taken seriously and to bring people to account.

We are all individuals with different experiences, views, opinions and at different stages in our journey.

Over the last decade since speaking out I have been discriminated against and looked down upon constantly and branded ‘damaged’ and so have others.

It’s getting beyond ridiculous how people think they can constantly brand us in this way.

I’ve been seeing online for some time now that people should not even date or have sex with us as we’re too ‘damaged’.

This is bullshit and it’s going too far.

Just stop already.

[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

Don't care if people get bored of my post.
I truly don't.
My beautiful wife, lioness Teresa Pilsworth at the age of 38 was allowed to die on a dickheads sofa for over 24 hours.
20 years together, how the hell I'm I suppose to move on from this, absolute torture.
Limbo for life!
Everything has changed.
Small things, making a coffee and not asking her if she wants one.
The little things are more impacting than the big things, the little things are constant all day long.
The constant void:-
Lack of purpose
Disconnected
Numbness
Confused
Absolutely everything you can imagine wiped out.
LOST!
Love you T.💚💔
Miss you T.💚💔
T, wtaf am I supposed to do now?
Love you so much, I was built to get through anything that was put in our path, apart from you not being on any path. Never mind our path.💚💔
You know I talk to you every single day, I hear your replies in my mind.
We both don't believe in afterlife stuff, so I have to be comfortable with knowing what your replies would've been. 💚💔
I always say to people there is always positive from the negative!
The positive from the negative this time, is I know you will never ever have to suffer grieving on this level.💚💔 That's the only good I take from your untimely passing.
It's unbearable, it's painful.
My Love for you is completely unconditional, alive or dead 💚💔
I LOVE YOU
💚💔

[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

#mylifestory #CSA #disclosure
#bereavement #grieving #livedexperiences and plenty of them.
Question, as I haven't got a clue about my current situation, I'm recently become widowed with 2 amazing children living with me and 1 older one not living with me, all of us trying to adjust to a life that can never be seen as normal again.
I've personally had every single future plan erased as I needed my beautiful wife Teresa Pilsworth with me to accomplish them as they were joint and most of them not achievable without her.
What am I actually supposed to do now, because I'm feeling completely empty, because of the way I'm wired to learn from trauma because of my horrendous life, I'm now absorbing knowledge I don't want,
I have so much knowledge on trauma and trauma responses, etc... I never wanted any of it, but surely I can put all this to use to help people. Anyone got any real ideas that could help me put something together.
I'm literally going to go insane if everything I've suffered goes to waste.
Love respect always 💚💔
Hate my life, but got so much to give back from my path of hell.

[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

#CSA #mentalhealth #PTSD #bereavement #grieving the amount of #livedexperiences I've had to deal with through #trauma and #traumaresponses is blowing my mind.
Seriously, #traumainformed through a crazy path of life.

Trigger warning on post, a lot of personal trauma I've been through in life and continuing to go through as I am currently grieving.

I'm 48 years old, and I suffered from everyday beatings from my parents' birth-11yrs old.
Then, a paedophile walked into my life , groomed and conditioned me through fear, first time at knife point, I was 11.
Long story, but that went on until I was 23.
(Google my name and court case)
I met my partner in 2004 and had 3 beautiful children. I got married in 2011. 2017, I had a breakdown, nearly took my life , walked into a police station, told them about my abuser, went through hell, and 2 10 trials in 2019 , got him convicted.
2020 we go into lockdown, me and my beautiful wife were finally moving forward, then Dec 2022 , she started to have a breakdown because her dad had abused her as a child, May 2023 she disclosed to the police and she was diagnosed with cptsd, m.a.d.d , and histrionic personality disorder which made her push her loved ones away and she was putting herself in situations that were not normal for her, she didn't handle her disclosure at all, her trauma responses kicked in, January 28th 2024 my beautiful wife 38 years years old mother of 3 was found dead on one of her so called friends sofa, (that's just 33 days ago)
We had a service for her on the 12th February ( my birthday)
I'm not sleeping, I have good knowledge on trauma and trauma responses as I've helped run csa peer to peer groups in the past. I've been around many survivors of csa, etc...
Suffered through the first 24 years of life of pure torture and abuse, then the next 17 years of trauma responses, then my breakdown, then my success through the broken legal system, then my wife's breakdown , just end up with losing my lioness T 33 days ago.
Bereavement and Grief is a battle I have no idea about.
It's a battle that can't be won , cannot be conquered.
I'm literally breathing now, simply for my 3 beautiful children.
I'm just venting people.
Love and miss my beautiful T
💔💚

[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

Thank you Rose ❤️💚

[Rose @RoseEmpower]

Absolutely tragic what @PilsworthWayne is going through losing his precious partner very suddenly age 38 becoming a single parent .Wayne is a massive advocate for survivors of #CSA & speaks open & honestly about his experiences if you can afford to chip in then please do so.

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[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

When you've decided to stop feeding emotionally into them,then you truly see them.
Respect always ❤️ 💚

[Wayne Pilsworth @PilsworthWayne]

@Lads_Like_Us @2bdotfrank @creactiveclub @kennygibsonnhs @keithfraser2017 As always, guys , well done on everything you've achieved 👏 👍 ❤️💚

[Elon Musk @elonmusk]

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