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@canaycom -- slm asked you to send him email [email protected] He said "slm dardep nasilsin". Hope that makes sense

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#badromance Excellent work - I'm so happy for you. May you gain success and full expression of your talent. http://bit.ly/8Q9ZXn

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My confusion arises from my attachments.

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Working for money, working just to pay the bills, rather than working for fun or for the benefit of others, makes one into a prostitute.

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Nothing beneficial, nothing non beneficial... doing stuff

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POWER AGAIN... I can use the internet from home... run water... heat the house... GOOD

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6 days without power, without water, without the net, it reveals attachments. Oddly, so many backup plans all rely on power too. *laugh*

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Being in the midst of multistate weather emergency teaches "mind only" wondrously... it is pretty, but ....

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Ice storm has killed power for 4 days. No heat other than wood stove, no well pump. So, I "Chop Wood, Carry Water"... see the benefit

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Discharged from hospital. Seeing doctor monday, wednesday, and changing meds to try to nail down BP.

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Waiting for test results. Might be discharged. BP still scarey high, but doctor feels new meds will do the trick.

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Insomnia in hospital. Hypertension has become unregulated by medicines. Doctor trying to figure out proper combo of meds to keep alive.

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Worrying about blood pressure... which probably works to raise it more. A vicious cycle.

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Fighting off a cold or whatever. Ajahn Brahm teaches us that sickness is part of life, and suffering comes from wanting wellness. *achoo*

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Chop wood. Chop lots of wood. If enlightenment is chop wood, carry water, then I'm half a cord further towards the end of suffering.

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Need new glasses... it hurts to read the screen.

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I sure am busy for somebody as UN-important as me.

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Catching up.

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Called crisis hot line about chatter who says he is committing suicide. Sitting on pins and needles. Might never really know.

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Taking mouse to neighbor barn. Trap a live mouse there is still some responsibility for compassion. Can't just toss it into frozen woods.