Mystic-Oracle // Raindrop Technique // I see light in a dark world // When up is down & down is up, will you change the atmosphere or will it change you? ✨😉✨
If you want to get to know me, take a stroll down my account. It’s all laid out there. The good, the bad, the ugly. I basically wear my heart on my sleeve. If it doesn’t coalesce for you, then I’m not your people. But if I am, do stop by and say hello. ✨💖✨
Today’s what I call a trench day. When I can feel my shadows calling me into the Mariana Trench of my depths. They’re asking for recognition, validation, love. They want to become part of my light. Grief is ready to make way for Joy’s return, admiring each other as they cross paths in the ascension. Tears flow freely. I don’t want to do the work. My soul is tired. So tired.
As I sat with Surrender, allowing the process to begin, I had a vision. I was literally calling out to a loved one and asking for relief, remembering how long I’ve held on to life by my fingernails and how tired I am. The vision hit me as soon as the words were out of my mouth — just let go. Truly surrender. Let go and just fall. I could see myself letting go of a cliff edge and falling. It was glorious. The peace that washed over me was indescribable. I was almost free floating as I fell. The tears instantly dried up. I heard “It’s much less painful to let go than to hold on.”
Sometimes we aren’t conscious of just how tightly we are holding on to things in our life. It becomes like an autopilot kind of thing over time and it slowly siphons our spirit’s essence until we’re drained and not sure why. My guides have been drilling down on me about Rest, Surrender, and Trust. For weeks. I think they knew it would take a trench day when I was not at capacity for the message to really land. It’s time to level up in the Gratitude Game, get back on my unicorn and ride. This is how the life I choose is created. I get to do that.
So no more holding on to what no longer serves me. I’m gonna enjoy some free falling and let Surrender fly the plane. Because if trusting Surrender brings this kind of rest, then I’m all about it. I’ll have seconds please. ✨🌹✨
I choose to live my life from a different perspective, a higher perspective. Most live in fear without ever realizing that’s what they’re doing. I used to be that person. It makes me think of the scripture in 1 John 4:18 that talks about perfect love casts out all fear. In some translations, fear is worded as torment. How true. Smith’s Literal Translation states “Fear is not in love; but perfected love casts out fear: for fear has restraint. And he fearing has not been perfected in love.” I choose to be perfected. Perfected by the divine love of the Creator that fear cannot be in the presence of. I think this is the missing piece to our peace.
To live bold and free without reservation knowing that every breath I draw on is lit with the love I was sent here with. It must be a conscious act, a discipline, as I walk the path to that perfection, keeping myself free from torment, denying its attempt to coerce me to align with it. Staying focused on what’s there — divine love deep within, that soft spark, that quiet ember. The presence of Source in my soul, my spirit, my very body itself.
There’s a spirit of fear (consciousness) and the feeling (emotion) of fear. Learning to discern the difference is key. That’s not to say that the feeling of fear won’t rear its head, usually at the most inopportune times. It’s about staying focused and allowing those moments to remind me to just observe it and tune in to the message it brings so that I can choose to realign with my path, sending the spirit of fear fleeing. “For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control.” 2 Timothy 1:7. I think belaboring the feeling of fear invites the spirit of fear to have a place in our presence.
Did you know that there are 365 scriptures that speak to “Do not fear”? One for each day of the year. That sends a pretty clear message. Now I’m not one to tout religious words, but sometimes the messages come in the most unexpected places. We have been given the power in the perfected ember of divine love within us to choose that love over a spirit of fear. We must develop the self-control, the discipline to choose wisely. Remember, you chose this life before you came here — for the lessons learned and the growth you’ll experience. Earth is a school that we enrolled in for a purpose. Every morsel of learning is for our highest and best. Learning how to cultivate a presence filled with the divine love of the Creator is the very essence of a bold and free life of peace that surpasses all understanding. And I’ll have a piece of that please. ✨🌹✨