ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt

im very indecisive and i really love warm milk and honey i need mutals please

[⋆ lotus ⋆ sh/edtwt @_yyuqii_]

i just wanna be like everyone else 🙁 i want to recover but i just cant, i cant let myself be this fat, i need to be skinny, i need it so bad

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

Idk what to do atp, a part of me wants to recover because im in my own mental hell but the other part of me wants to start heavy restrict again and lose more weigh and im just so lost idk which one is worth it. #edtwt

[🐺 @cappuccinokat]

// bc

ribs through the shirt look kinda nice

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

im so fucking gross i tried to recover and i overate for like a week i wanna kms. prolly gained a bunch im so mad at myself

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

@zuzaskcalzz me

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

well shit i tried to recover and binged the whole week its not worth it i can only see my weight on monday but im gonna kms

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

@sweartberry ive tried to for a week but its not for me i binged all the week im gonna kms

[tara eats socks ☕️ @p1nkp1lledtara]

regular weight loss is too slow. i need to lose 5kg per day

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

im gonna do this today starting today!!

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

After a week of eating more than usual im stuffed. im going back on track today i need to start heavy restricting again and fasting regularly again but idk my weight ill only find it out on monday cuz my parents took my scale away

[♡ 𝕯𝖆𝖕𝖍𝖓𝖊 ♡ @diivine_daphne]

"Gum calories still count"

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

so ill still know my weigh tho

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

My parents r taking my scale away and im kinda happy abt it. i weigh myself multiple times a day sometimes and it drives me crazy cause i "gain" like 1-3 kg obviously from water and food and beat myself up over it and get binge urges. the doctor will still weigh me every monday-

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

bro what i have literally been fasting for 2 days and i gained, 3kg how is this possible

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

dissapointed with myself and im bloated rn. my plan is to now fast until friday and idk if ill weight myself then. my only goal for this week is to maintain since i prolly wont lose

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

Okkk today was kinda a binge.. I went on a school trip and they took us to mcdonalds and i got a happy meal with sauce and a mc sundae. also i ate like half the sandwich i packed, an apple and 3/4 of some granola bar. and i drank like 2 glasses of milk. idk the exact cals im -

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

@sc3n3_cut13 yes

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

btw the reason im so excited is because for the longest time i thought my scale was false and now i learned that its not also my cw was my first gw and is a HUGE milestone for me!!

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

I went to the doctor today and it turns out my scale was right, even higher than what i acc am. hard work payed off in the summer as i reached my goal, ill set a new one now! rn its to lose 2kg but today is metab day since i havent had one in so looonggg. anyways the doc said -

[ᴬˢᵗʳⁱᵈ edtwt @PookiePookP]

he will weigh me weekly and my goal till next week is to lose 0.8kg. ill just enjoy my metab day now and then get working to reach my new goals yay