𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢

17 yr old suicidal loser
Chronically ill. (UGW-70lbs)
Fem. I wanna be a doll

My soul feels heavy, And I wander aimlessly

I'm drowning.

🐬˚˖𓍢ִ໋ 🐋✧˚.🦭

[𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢ @PoolsideSuic1de]

𓊆#shedtwt intro𓊇

꒰୨୧◞アイ/ Ai .ᐟ ₊ ˚⊹
ɞ . 17 ﾉ She/ They/ it﹗ ໒꒱۪
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--- ↻ & ♡ to be moots !!

[lilly || (19.6/25) @Ijustletmesleep]

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[𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢ @PoolsideSuic1de]

@Kirkycuck_ I feel like it would feel good

[𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢ @PoolsideSuic1de]

@kaisuizutto You wanna die with me in December oomfie

[Anko @Haruhienjoyer]

I do not fast, I do not do omad, I do not purge, and if I don't lose weight I kill myself !!!!

[𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢ @PoolsideSuic1de]

I think being very sweetly fucked, adored, and babied by an older women would fix alot of my problems

[𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢ @PoolsideSuic1de]

I genuinely wonder if its going to be a surprise to my family when I commit.

[𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢ @PoolsideSuic1de]

The smell of astroskate and my local bowling alley will forever haunt my dreams.

I remember it all

Every single skate trip and bowling alley birthday.

I was 8 the last time I went bowling with my friend for my birthday...

[𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢ @PoolsideSuic1de]

@kaisuizutto

[𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢ @PoolsideSuic1de]

Omg guys I have a best friend apparently!

[Sui @kaisuizutto]

@PoolsideSuic1de no we're best friends

[𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢ @PoolsideSuic1de]

Im so cool now. Yall could never

[𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢ @PoolsideSuic1de]

@kaisuizutto Whaaa

[𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢ @PoolsideSuic1de]

I need to find a way to make friends. Im so sick of being alone all the time

[𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢ @PoolsideSuic1de]

I still plan to kill myself befire I turn 18. So far nothing has made me not want to.

I will die a child and get to die knowing nothing in this world could ever force me to be an adult

[𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢ @PoolsideSuic1de]

@kaisuizutto I didnt think you actually would want to be my friend. I figured we just kinda followed eachother

[𝑨𝒓𝒕 🎨 @_ArtMuseum]

The little writer, by Charles Van den Eycken (1913)

[𐔌 . ⋮ アイ .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱⚢ @PoolsideSuic1de]

Im not even hungry. Why am I eating

[Lumi ‎꩜ @Lumixicals]

I wish i had the balls to kill myself instead of larping being suicidal

[Raw @R4wf0ru]

this is what I think me dming a mutual would be like

[serenity @calmlivng]

hydrangea flowers