I realised its not laziness or procrastination, when you reach a certain state of depression you get so detached from reality and you don't wish to participate in anything in life, you just want to sleep and wake up and actually not speak to anyone.
People think depression means your sad and crying all the time. Depression for me is being stuck in a twilight zone. i can't think, i don't respond to things, nothing is interesting, i just feel empty. not sad, just blank. I have a lot of days like this and they are hard.
Eu me cobro por nΓ£o ter a vida que eu queria pra minha idade, me cobro por nΓ£o ter conseguido atingir minhas metas, me cobro por nΓ£o receber o afeto que eu mereΓ§o, me cobro por ser diferente das outras, me cobro por ter uma saΓΊde mental debilitada. Γ tanta cobranΓ§a, nΓ£o sobra eu.