Welcome to the portion of the show where I meticulously dismantle and then incinerate all the good things I’ve built in my life since my last depressive episode.
So. I’m like cool enough that Nathaniel Rateliff occasionally pops up in my “people you may know”, but not cool enough for people to actually like me very often. That’s fun.
@guyincognito Im like really drunk/bored/can’t sleep & going through old tweets to see if I’ve ever said anything funny in my entire life. And honestly, rereading this made me laugh for a solid 4.5 min and I just need you to know that I’ve always found you to be a real treat. So thank you.
The only person who should be allowed to write dramatic television is Joss Whedon. Don’t @ me on this. Everyone else is irresponsible and bad at what they are doing.
And im not at all trying to distract myself from the fact that i may have sent one such message and have yet to get a response. How dare you insinuate otherwise! #singleforlife#drunkAF#improbablyhypomanic#whoops
I don’t always send drunk texts… but when I do they have an introduction & thesis statement, include scources and links, and rely heavily on extensive notes taken down days (if not months) prior. And occasionally, depending on the situation, may be subject to peer review.
A friend told me tonight that I’m a father figure for them. And it made my little #genderqueer heart so happy but made my trauma brain scream bloody fucking murder.
I am currently “sending my siblings totally unhinged messages” level tired. But I greatly prefer it to when I get “not talking to anyone I don’t see daily because of an overwhelming feeling that love is conditional & fleeting” level anxious. Because mental health is an adventure.
I just watched a bro get thrown out of a bar and in his bro ass accent he left shouting “That bro is VEXED” and I can’t help but find him kinda lovable now even though he was drunk and the worst.
100% the reason I can’t be in a relationship right now is because my idea of flirting is shouting about disco and pshycology at the human I find attractive.