Kenny knocked me up on purpose wit the last one lol i was out here looking fine n shit, had thighs and ass i ainโt never had and then BOOM!!!! Had another baby and now Iโm shaped like Despicable Me ๐คฆ๐ฝโโ๏ธ
After having kaiden i was back in a crop top a month later. That Kaykay made me gain 60 pounds and i only lost 10 of it. The weight spread perfectly in my thighs and ass but that Kaiyaโฆ. She gave me belly fat ๐คฆ๐ฝโโ๏ธ
And with all of this, comes me looking like i done got jumped by bout 8 bitches and ainโt, i keep a permanent mug on my face unless youโre talking to me, my kids hear me cussin and talking a lot of shit and majority of the time Iโm too busy for myself but hey, i make it work
Thru it all i still show them unconditional love, how to feel safe expressing themselves, how to live in peace even when times are rough, how to love on who loves them and to be the best version of them they can be everyday!
Football and cheer, flag football and majorette, basketball and baseball, summer camp, school, aftercare, daycare, pull-ups and potty training, yo kids friends, sleepovers, bdays, holidays, dr visits, taking off for the kids you name it, ts ghetto asf but i wouldnโt trade it ๐๐ฉท
I really need to get out and make some money today but i donโt have the energy. But then again these kids talkin bout they hungry and donโt want whatโs in the kitchen and neither do i lol ๐
Iโve been standing so heavy on peace this year i have literally blocked almost EVERYONE outta my personal spaceโฆ but im still there for those who havenโt left my side
Years ago my kids grands absence use to itch my ass so bad but now that Iโve accepted them for who they are it makes us no nvm if they show up or donโt
And for that reason is why i go so hard for my babies and push harder for them everyday. Giving up will never be an option especially when we all they got