Pretty like A flower

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

Going out of the country, fck it ✌️

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

@muheediva01 Chinese naturalized as citizens while Black people were still slaves.
Spanish speaking countries too. They all owned slaves here in the US.

if you know history, fully know it.

[ACP OTD, OTR/L @DrAPearson]

@Phil_Lewis_ Elijah's last words, by the way

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

@Phil_Lewis_ Well the people who could kill them and get justice for Elijah McClain are behind bars with them so let’s give it some time

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

Who knows what God may be protecting me from with the most recent man

I’m upset and sad

But God thank u for a reality check

U ain’t forsake me

So u must be PROTECTING me from something with Chris

So I thank you God

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

God protects me though

I’m upset with my illness but if I wouldn’t have acted up that time w/Keon

I would’ve always believed his lies

He literally always sleeps w/his ex. That’s not an ex. That’s a gf. He lied.

Thank God I used protection

They sleep around w/everyone

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

To clown me about my illness is beyond low

It’s bad enough I live with the consequences of it

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

I really fight for my life and that is y what happened to me in the fall was so evil

And honestly it sucks because all i wanted to do was love that man too

But again, someone who seemed like they were mature and could communicate immediately shut down and had sex w/someone else

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

The problem is I expect mature communication from people with no maturity

I expect grace from people who don’t even know what grace is

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

I need to check in somewhere

I’m overly depressed

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

Men break my heart and leave me with the pieces to somehow put back together again and pretend it has never been shattered

But every time it shatters the pieces get smaller some turn to dust and the heart left is just a bunch of big gaps you can’t find the piece for now

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

I have to watch men i love go love someone else because of an illness that impacts me from time to time

It’s not any way to live

No one deserves this

And it happens every relationship

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

Imagine being in love and then you have a seizure that u can’t control and it can happen randomly so your spouse leaves because it’s too much and starts having sex w/someone else

That’s what it’s like dating men while being bipolar

I have a “seizure” & they cut me off & cheat

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

It would be their fault if i took my life early anyway

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

When I die I hope all the men who played me suffer mentally as they have worn me down mentally

[Pretty like A flower @Prettylike9he]

Evil men who hate women and have zero empathy