@muheediva01 Chinese naturalized as citizens while Black people were still slaves.
Spanish speaking countries too. They all owned slaves here in the US.
if you know history, fully know it.
Who knows what God may be protecting me from with the most recent man
I’m upset and sad
But God thank u for a reality check
U ain’t forsake me
So u must be PROTECTING me from something with Chris
So I thank you God
God protects me though
I’m upset with my illness but if I wouldn’t have acted up that time w/Keon
I would’ve always believed his lies
He literally always sleeps w/his ex. That’s not an ex. That’s a gf. He lied.
Thank God I used protection
They sleep around w/everyone
I really fight for my life and that is y what happened to me in the fall was so evil
And honestly it sucks because all i wanted to do was love that man too
But again, someone who seemed like they were mature and could communicate immediately shut down and had sex w/someone else
Men break my heart and leave me with the pieces to somehow put back together again and pretend it has never been shattered
But every time it shatters the pieces get smaller some turn to dust and the heart left is just a bunch of big gaps you can’t find the piece for now
I have to watch men i love go love someone else because of an illness that impacts me from time to time
It’s not any way to live
No one deserves this
And it happens every relationship
Imagine being in love and then you have a seizure that u can’t control and it can happen randomly so your spouse leaves because it’s too much and starts having sex w/someone else
That’s what it’s like dating men while being bipolar
I have a “seizure” & they cut me off & cheat