Acquired endless by bounds greater then the infinity number placed purposefully in abundance according to the decipher to which all humanity empties effortlessly into without question or regret
So soft in touch that it becomes lovely in your fingers
Permanently giving sensations to your nerve endings
A feeling you will never forget even in the lonliest of days
What is a heart
What is a heart if you cannot use it in the context of love
Decorate it in fancy coverings and parade it around for everyone to see
Smile warm emotions every time someone asks of it
And never refuse anytime to be around it
What is a heart
I felt his fear
I felt his passion
I learned his thoughts
I saw where he had been
I saw where he wanted to go
Today, I hugged a Black Man
His energy was in shambles
He hugged me back in search of peace
I knew his place in life
Our minds raced for the same freedom
I become weak in a sense
I speak softer
I become my own shadow
I dress different
I lose the ability of speech
I dress you
I cook for you
I lack the ability of self
I switch personalities for you
My strengths leaves me
I lust for only you
I love only you
I hate you
Yet I love you
I will do anything for you
In reasons and responsibility
But you don't seem to know that
You don’t show that
Can I be safe and say
That maybe you don’t know that
If you place us in a bowl
Use a spoon to stir
Causing us to mix together
As one
If you mix vigorously
And even
The same we would look
Covered in red
From the blood we carry
Inside out
Outside in
All the same
Sometimes the little child inside of me escapes
He runs around my feet
Awaiting for me to give chase
But I’m tired
This child has remained naive
Unaware of the things I have seen
He is looking for a playmate
But I’m tired
Sometimes he mistakes my discipline as playing
And laugh