Pride

DID system, late 20s. This account is syscourse-free & doesn't discuss trauma details, will tag common triggers. See pinned tweet for more info!

[Pride @PridexSys]

Hi, we're Pride System!

There's a link to our carrd in our profile, read there for background info & alters.
(We each have an emoji, which we sonetimes tag here for record keeping purposes.)

Art & threads will be in reply to this tweet :)

[Pride @PridexSys]

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As some may know, I am fox! And it is so strange to bathe this body.

I keep expecting to shake the water off my tail, but my tail isn't around! I may never get used to it. I do enjoy how much easier to dry this body is in comparison to my fur, though.

[Pride @PridexSys]

We were brought to by the wonders of art! Mx. Oog's fiance acquired some clay, and Miss Aurora and I could not help but ask to play.

(Though I believe I was already rustling the proverbial bushes for some time, now; fall is approaching! It is my season 🍂)

[Pride @PridexSys]

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Hullo! Long time no switch!

I do believe this is this first time in a long, long while that anyone other than Mx. Oogs or Mr. Zeal has fronted! What a noteworthy occasion (❁´ω`❁)

[Pride @PridexSys]

Maybe it'd be more apt to say 'I just work here (and recently got promoted to manager)'

[Pride @PridexSys]

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It's weird to think that I'm a host when I still don't really consider everyone a part of 'my' system. It's Oogs's system, I just go here.

[Pride @PridexSys]

Self expression: ✔️
Identity expression: ❌

[Pride @PridexSys]

An interesting thing about Dolly is she's never tried to communicate with us or otherwise express her thoughts,

but she's more than capable of leaving poetry & troubling fanfiction in the notes app of our phone.

[Pride @PridexSys]

This has nothing to do with plurality and probably could have been posted on a locked account, but idk I just needed to get it out.

But if anyone was wondering why so many past tweets mentioned my bf moving in with no subsequent updates....yea. Hasn't happened yet.

[Pride @PridexSys]

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My boyfriend's trip/move here keeps getting delayed, again & again, and I understand why. It's not easy to just uproot your entire life & relocate a whole state over.

But there's a time to be reasonable and a time to take the situation seriously & get outta there.

[Pride @PridexSys]

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The longer he's there the more horrors he's forced to endure, & I hate watching him endure horrors.

I wish he'd just hurry over here, where he wouldn't need to endure horrors. I love my boyfriend and wish him a horror-less existence.

[Pride @PridexSys]

@angeIicexodus Aaaaaa this is extremely relevant, thank you for sharing 💕

[Pride @PridexSys]

Hello, has anyone had experience making an ally out of a previously persecutory/re-traumatizing alter & are willing to describe what that process looked like?

#didtwt #dissociatwt #systwt #DIDChat

[Pride @PridexSys]

@Synthesystem Thank you for sharing this ☺️

[Pride @PridexSys]

@Synthesystem I think that is still a valuable point of view. :)

What are things that helped your mindset change?

[Pride @PridexSys]

@valetudojupiter I would love that! ;v;

[Pride @PridexSys]

I'd love to help get one of our alters out of her trauma loop & become a supporter of our system rather than someone who harms it, & I know that can be done.

But it's also hard to know how to approach this sort of thing...

[Pride @PridexSys]

I don't know what I have or haven't told others, or even that I'm supposed to tell people things, when I forget there's a life outside of what's happening internally.

It's not quite all-consuming, but close. And quite exhausting.

[Pride @PridexSys]

Lately I've been told to communicate more, which is unfortunate considering I've felt Extremely stuck inwardly.

It's hard to remember the people around me, much less tell them things, when I'm so absorbed with what's going on inside my head.

[Pride @PridexSys]

*feel, not fear

[Pride @PridexSys]

I'm always left fried for a few days after Dolly appears.

This marks day 3 since she showed up & I still fear like my mental wiring is all messed up....