2025 out the gate. flat tire means we have to postpone getting a passport app turned in for my partner again. Add expensive of new tires that I don't have funds for. Already spent about $300 in groceries because we needed basics and meal plan/prep. 1 income is impossible
I don't know what to do. Streaming has become unfun and tedious. I try to keep consistency, but it has gotten me no where and feels burdensome. I am not enjoying it all anymore. Do I keep going? Do I stop altogether? I'm forcing myself to do something I feel obligated to do?
I am so sorry to cut stream a little short today. I don't know what's going on with my brain. I keep getting brain zaps and fog. Plus EVERYTHING is too bright. My eyes were in pain. I'll try again tomorrow.
No stream today or the rest of the week. I need to rest before I completely burn out. Streaming has not been fun for me lately and I need to step back a bit. I want to give my best and I can't do that if I am burnt out and not having fun.
Continuing the story in Infinity Nikki! Helping out the Pieces. New emotes thanks to Infinity Nikki team as well! Join this cozy adventure 5:15pm PST.
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I talked about on stream, but I will be shifting focus from horror to cozy games. Don't get me wrong, I adore horror games. But right now feels so scary in world. I want to provide a space that feels like a warm, heavy blanket providing a little extra comfort.
Reflecting on my streaming content. I am considering shifting my content. The world is an incrediblely scary place for so many reasons right now. Should I shift to more cozy/crafty games for now? Should I take a break from horror? Or does the fake horror help process real horror?
Got bit like 3 times by spiders a couple days ago and my hands have been itching NONSTOP!!! Got some calamine lotion that will hopefully help because I'm allergic to hydrocortisone. Plus Benadryl just knocks me the fuck out and have to work XD
Today is no good either. had a bad time at post office trying to get our passport apps turned in. Guy working gave false info about my partner's birth certificate (we called US state Dept to confirm)and turned her away. Now I'm scared that mine won't get processed
I am so sorry...I had to cut stream short. I ended up having a complete meltdown on the phone with my mom I didn't need to people to see me bawl my eyes out. We will finish Spyro next weekend.
It may be cold and foggy here, but it's hot and steamy(and bloody) in Faerun! Continuing through Act 1 of Baldur's Gate 3 tonight at 5:15pm PST.
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