if there's one thing i have learned from the women before me, it is not to make huge life altering sacrifices for men. They do not deserve such loyalty and commitment
All this to say; I wish I could be angry. I wish I had been angrier the very first time I had my spirit crushed and heart broken. Because maybe if I would’ve been; I wouldn’t be so easy to break down into 10 million pieces and I wouldn’t think I deserved it.
I’ve always said I only have two emotions- happy or sad.
truly I’m almost never angry- I don’t feel the urge to scream and fight when I’m done wrong in any capacity by any person.
Sad; perhaps because I’m such a lover girl that I never expect for the people I love..
Understanding and caring almost to a point I might consider it a character flaw in my life professionally and personally.
Because at a certain point; people expect it. They expect to be forgiven and given grace over and over again.