Nobody talks about the type of heartbreak where you don't cry anymore, you just stare at walls and feel nothing at all. It's not anger. It's not sadness. It's the silence that comes when your nervous system has shut down from too much pain. It's emotional exhaustion disguised as calm.
Ngl, adult friendships require grace. People are very busy. People are healing. People are growing. People are taking time for self care just like you. Less communication isnโt less love. Check in not out.
You can be a strong woman and a soft woman. An intelligent woman and a teachable woman. A sensual woman and an innocent woman. A capable woman and a woman who lets others help her and take care of her. A woman who gives selflessly and has a grateful heart. You can embody it all
Letโs Pray,
Heavenly Father, I am not here to whisperโI am here to DECLARE WAR! April will NOT be like other months. This is my takeover season! Every limitation, every struggle, every delayโBURN BY FIRE NOW!
I refuse to step into this day empty-handed. Every blessing meant for me MUST locate me NOW! I donโt care about statistics, the economy, or what people sayโI serve a limitless God, and I EXPECT the impossible to become possible. Money, resources, and divine provisionโERUPT IN MY LIFE! Every dry account, every struggling business, every blocked opportunityโbe revived NOW! Wealth from the north, south, east, and westโFIND ME TODAY. I refuse to beg, borrow, or suffer! I am the head and not the tail! I reject rejection, I cancel setbacks, and I dismantle every satanic plan against my destiny. April will favor me by force. Whoever said I wouldnโt make itโwatch me rise! Whoever laughed at meโwill celebrate me! Every disappointment is turning into my biggest testimony. People I donโt know will bless me, contracts I didnโt apply for will come, and good news calls will locate me! I walk in miracles! I live in abundance! I swim in favor! Amen.