You have to let yourself viscerally feel things - all of it, including the joy that makes you scared of false hope and the mourning that feels like drowning - and somehow decide that you want to move on, rather than languishing in the hollow comfort of staying the same.
isn't it funny how being anti-cop & anti-ice is a universal statement but being anti-military is a taboo that will get you called a classist. isn't it interesting how we only judge systems of power when they harm americans but they are not that bad if they affect the global south
The fact that i cant relate to the other autistic ppl that always got told to be quiet or less excited as a kid because all it took was being told i was 'being annoying' once for me to squash down that side of me and be in silent discomfort for the rest of my life
@rlycrossedup Even if it's not worth it I'll keep living and doing it anyway, because I did not crawl out of a 2 year hell of passive suicide ideation and depression to let mis-matched results in transitioning stop me from enjoying life for once
@4rchivst I pray for this day to come, even if my mother would incredibly depressed about it. Get fucked paedophile hope you die in a car crash or have the decency to throw yourself off a ledge
having shitty parents really ruins your whole youth and your mental health for a lifetime and puts you at a huge disadvantages academically, socially and professionally and people just expect you to get over it
why am i scared and overwhelmed by Everything. why are mundane tasks so difficult for me. why am i so inadequate at handling daily life why does it take me 100x the effort to do something that comes so easily to everyone else
Sometimes Australia deciding to do seasons at the start of the month instead of the equinox/solsticea actually hits. First freezing day all year. Well done to the BOM for that