@goldieogilt Yep! I took kinda a break back in 2024 and sometimes I regret it lol cuz I feel like I lost so much...but I'm also socially burnt. The amount of times I complained about this to my therapist is unreal. It sucks. I don't wanna do my comic now cuz of it all
@goldieogilt I do too! I can't connect with anyone anymore or my interaction with my content has decreased so much.
I think they are doing it on purpose to isolate people
Oak tree
He released a higher definition of his old music video
So I took the idea of the line up he was in during the vid
Basically he cut an oak tree down and got in trouble
This makes me so mad
I collect anything him but the AI shit is making my searches harder. None of these photos actually exist of him. They are not art work either.
People always find an excuse or some how try to make me feel unworthy of it. I'm balancing between being hopeful and hopeless. I'm not perfect, nobody is but man...I just have love to give?
You know what sucks?
I want marriage and a kid...but everyone I do connect with don't. So I can't allow myself to progress anything anymore cause I know I'll be depressed if I give up what I want.
One person was like if my partner convinces me. Nah I don't feel right doin that
I worked on myself as a person and healed so much. I'm proud of all I've accomplished so I thought cause I have space in my heart I can let someone in. But maybe soulmates aren't real and maybe I won't find my person 😔
I try so hard. I do the effort but...