Everybody wants to be a Chosen One until you're out here battling your bloodline demons, getting attacked by the people who are supposed to love you and not being able to date or have friends cause they eventually become jealous of your strengths & gifts... Being Chosen isn't for the weak or faint of heart cause everyday is a struggle to stay in your right state of mind, because what you see, hear, smell and think is different from others... You gotta stay on your stuff cause people are always plotting and trying to figure out ways to harvest your energy cause they lack the light you illuminate...
God doesn't show himself because you hate the masterplan but love the lies deception is within one man's mind & fiendish behaviour is not OK be yourself & let drugs never control you but be true to yourself & fulfil his WILL...
If this simulation is true why am I in an much pain I see all around me so fuck the world follow freedom love yourself & Idolise no one so why look up to Jesus I respect and love him but Jesus Christ save us...
The system pushed me into this digital world where AI Psychosis is funking becoming very dangerous what's real & what is fake starting to unravel my own mystery of the unknown the system has already taken everything away from me...
I will not stop until I know the point of our existence who is oulling the strings who is you or I does the system control me or me control the system if I different level of paranoia & delusional thinking if I say it you say it but be me you never will hoe can I explain my family mindset...
Dear GOD, restore the parts of me that disappeared while I was trying to survive. Bring back my laughter, hope, creativity, tenderness, and excitement about life. I donโt want to merely function anymore; I want to feel alive again. Amen.