Confidence doesn't come from believing in yourself. It comes from having done the uncomfortable thing enough times that your nervous system stops flagging it as an emergency. Because nothing is actually hard, it's just unfamiliar.
did this while on shrooms in cuba and it felt like my body had roots that were planted into the ground and i could see the chemical makeup of the sun, the trees and the thin veil of the very fabric of space, that governs our world.