You are just a tree. No matter what, you will grow. You may want to give up sometimes but you weather the storms branches take time to grow. They break and fall to the floor, but remember the thing that takes the longest to grow on a tree, is the fruit.
Forgive everybody for everything. parents were broken, teachers were bias, Counselors tune out friends arent loyal, You got the worst of those conditions and still trying to define yourself. No family no wealth. Forgive them find a way out. Unlearn an relearn how to live in peace
Pray more. and don't limit what you ask for because you think you don't deserve it. Or your not worthy. it's not about who you are it's about who God is.