One of the biggest comforts I find is having met so many special people as of recent in the last year. Iβm not entirely understood, but it does feel nice to see the effort someone makes in trying to comprehend me.
βIf I canβt prove myself by succeeding, Iβll prove myself by falling apartβ¦β
I know Iβm insanely self-critical but my brain defaults to the idea of sabotage to make up for the failure of myself. Itβs very rational for me to say kms to actualise the reality of not performing.