I’m going to eat all of my cravings tomorrow in a 900 cal budget with at least 10k steps .
Then on Wednesday I’m going to take lax and eat up to 1.2k cals in only protein with at least 15k steps .
Friday I’m going to fast— Saturday morning I weigh in… 。°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°。
‘one size fits all’ means it fits most average bodies. AVERAGE BODIES. you are fucking morbidly obese of course it isn’t going to fit you OH MY GOD?? It won’t fit bmi 15 either??? DO U THINK THERES A MAGIC FABRIC THAT CAN SHRINK AND FUCKING GROW????
I don’t know how my disorder started or why I even keep going— so I don’t know what my motivation is. I’ll always feel ugly in my skin, there’s no changing that, but I like watching the numbers go down. So whether it’s control or a form of punishment— I’m unsure.
what’s your guys primary motivation? like do you want to be thin for yourself / happy w what you see in the mirror or do you crave the validation of being skinny from others or