@TestiOsterone This hit too hard when I found out that he passed… 3 doors down got me through a lot in my teenage years especially with “it’s not my time” he will truly be missed
It’s been 16 years since we said goodbye and it still feels like I can wake up from that terrible dream at any time. So much has changed since you left us you’d love your great grandchildren I sure do miss you grandpa and I know you’re still up there watching over me See you soon
Losing a loved one cuts a lot deeper when they start as one of the strongest people you know and then months later you watch them take their final breath… fly high grandma you may have lost to cancer but you are cured now… I’ll see you again soon enough
Fight will not change the world for the better in fact quite the opposite. If you feel invisible out there. I SEE YOU,and you’re not fighting an impossible fight, and you’re not weak you’re a hero, just keep fighting you’re almost there and you’ve almost won
As we draw closer to the end of June and men’s mental health awareness month I want EVERYONE to know (not just men) do not surrender to the monsters inside you. I know why you hold it in, why you just want to lose the fight and have it be over, but I promise you losing that
A friend of mine asked me what the hardest part of having a daughter is and I told them “that one day you may not be there to protect her from the monsters, so you teach her how to be a young woman who won’t let those monsters get in her way of being what she is meant to be”
I saw a saying that said: “You can come for me fine whatever I’ll handle that, but if you come for my family I WILL HANDLE THAT.” And that means you come for my family my demons come for you. So when people ask why I’m so protective I say for my family and your safety
Because if you surrender to the monsters in your head it will not set you free, your story isn’t over so don’t be so quick to end it. You have people in your corner and you have people on the frontlines alongside you… YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND YOU ARE ENOUGH
May is mental health awareness month… and I myself have battled demons of my own and those who know me from streams know me as joking, and I use that to cope… I have considered giving up the fight more than I want to admit… if you are battled demons or monsters don’t give up
Some of you know this but I had lost my job a week before Christmas last year and it hit me hard… I started to ask myself if I could do anything right and wanted to throw in the towel… my wife my kids and all of my twitch YouTube and “X” family kept me grounded and…
Because of all of you I was able to prove that I am stronger than my storm and with help everyone can be stronger than their storm. Asking for help is not a sign of weakness so if you are suffer in silence now is the time to take back your life and
To my demons I fight daily:
You're gonna see I'd rather die on my feet, than live on my knees
I'm face to face with the devil
I am not afraid
My life is worth the struggle
My scars are my warpaint
Face to face with the devil
Pray, it's not too late
My past will not define me