if i wanted to lash out, id lash out. Instead i just bottle everything up until i cant take it anymore.
everytime i've tried to communicate or be honest and open about my feelings they get shut down.
i am human. ive been working my ass off for the past decade and i am tired.
i could end my life rn and no one would notice and that breaks my heart.
i have tried so hard to make friends but no one ever sees me for who i am.
i want to end.
i need to stop trying to find friends online.
i never fit in and noone actually cares.
i gotta go out and find people to actually interact with.
im doing so much better mentally but i keep falling back into old habits.
talking to people who live so faraway just to be forgotten
Not trying to be self obsessed or anything but triceps are HUGE bruv
Self love is healthy and goddamn sir look at them armmmssss sheeesssshhhhhh
I’d post a photo but that’ll be so unfair on my end
I ended it, thank god
It’s still so easy for me
But I’m so much stronger now
Time to get back into the gym everyday and focusing on myself %100
I’ve had too many rest days man
@monte_23XX @Purzy0 @letitburnbabi@Shadyind Bruv this was a response to the dude saying he switched genres 😂 y u Insta block me for being in ur side? But I’m the dipshit ig