I love my man. He is so nice and patient with me... (i have a problem where i think im shitty and terrible and just being a menace to be around. Like i always feel like i suck the fun out stuff lmao)
Lieing to people to keep the peace/keep them happy is one of my biggest pet peeves.
That is never the answer in the long-run. Idk about others, but I'd rather have my feelings hurt and process it than finding out later that everyone was just trying to avoid drama.