Esmae ♡

tw // 27 // pescatarian // diagnosed bulimic // minors dni

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

It is really hard to believe that I will make it past 30 one day. Bruh, everyday for the last 13 yrs I have been struggling everyday.

Ughhhhhh

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

I am just extremely fatigued and depressed today. Ughhhh, I hate having to push myself in this state. It is so painful

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

Wahhhhh, i get weighed by my doctor this Friday. I am lil stressed about it

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

My ss streak for today:

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

I love how in today’s world I can get g|p pills from an online prescription.

I have been taking a g!p pill for 2 days now. Although I am usually dizzy in the morning, I am definitely more dizzy than my usual for sure but it definitely works as an appetite suppressor

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

I thought drinking 15oz of black cold brew was a good idea. But now, I am just freezing

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

I wanna lose 15lbs at min this summer.

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

i cannot stop drinking alcohol. so i now always count alcohol calories.... ugh

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

Being an abusive relationship really changed my brain. Ughhh

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

My ex stopped harassing me bc he is now dating someone else. Thank God! Poor girl though

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

I hate my upper arms with a passion. Like, I am thankful they work, but why do they hold so much fat

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

I have lost 15lbs this year by myself. but currently, i kinda want to try glp1. Can you get on a glp1 if u are average weight?? i hope so bro.

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

ok, i am back bc i want to lose another 20lbs . here, i can speak freely about it

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

being alive is such a pain my gosh

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

Mastering high volume and low calorie is the best trick for emotional eaters.

[kiwi @mrstwiligh97403]

“just eat”

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

every time i buy food i feel gross...

[Esmae ♡ @PuzzlingCals]

I hate being this large……