The moment I begin to feel better my cat suddenly refuses to eat or drink for a week and only wants to vomit and I can't afford a vet so inevitably the poor thing is going to die I don't know what to do why is everything like this
I've wanted to paint for months now but I just stare at my dusty paints from my bed where the bottom corners of my sheets rolled up a week ago and I haven't had it in me to fix them because it means expending energy I don't have
Everything is exhausting