to honour bonebone's memory – if you are able – make a small donation to an animal charity or donate supplies to individuals who foster abandoned kittens.
brother bone did a lot to help displaced cats in his native thailand, it would be great if we could keep that spirit alive!
What sucks about depression is you self sabotage your life cos you're sorta in the mindset you're gonna die anyway.
Then when/if you try to turn it around, its even harder to fix things cos you've made such a complete mess of everything when it wasn't even that bad prior.