@VainedBeauty -passes quickly, I soon to awake but I’m very tired.
Being grumpy as I wake up, I immediately start to cry loudly and as I cry, my face becomes bright red.]
@VainedBeauty [Sleeping heavily, I don’t know anything that’s happening around me.
Sucking on my fist as I continue to sleep soundly within my car seat until I’m moved into the playpen when we reach our home.
My body relaxed as much as it could while laying on my back. Soon, as time-
@VainedBeauty -it makes a noise which confuses me. How did it make a noise?
I move it repeatedly and it keeps making the same sound which confuses me every time it happens, as if it was the first time that it happened.
As soon as the car starts to move, my eyelids flutter closed and I start-
@VainedBeauty -changed since I’ve been asleep.
I start to flail my arms slightly as I turn my head around to look at everything around me with curiosity.]
@VainedBeauty [I start to stir and make noises as I begin to wake up.
Flickering my eyelids as I try to see where I was but instantly seeing mummy’s face, I didn’t cry. As long as I knew that she was here then I’d be fine.
I curiously look all around me as my surroundings have completely-
@VainedBeauty [My half full bottle placed on my lap as I’m sound asleep in my car seat.
Even when I’m removed from the car, this action does not wake me up as I continue to snore softly.
Not feeling, hearing or noticing that I’m being moved from the car into the shopping cart.-
@VainedBeauty [As soon as I’m placed in the car seat, I slowly started to drift off into a soft slumber. Extremely tired with everything that I went through and what had happened to me, plus that I’m always growing, I had to be this tired.
Slowly stopping sucking on the bottle as I fall-
@VainedBeauty [As soon as I felt the liquid upon my lips, tasting it, I instantly start to drink the bottle. Sucking on the teat while my eyelids closes.
I was tired and I was hungry. Killing two birds with one stone by doing this.
My small arm reaches up to touch her face, as much as I-
@VainedBeauty [I lift my hand and I place my fist into my mouth, drooling all over my hand and down my chin onto my clothes.
I start to fuss, feeling hungry and tired.
Yawning, I cuddle into her, continuing to fuss away within her embrace but I was happy to be there. She saved my life.-
@VainedBeauty -when the iv came out of my hand, the feeling was painful to me even though it was just a piece of plastic.
I wanted her. I wanted to be in her arms again, knowing that I’ll be safe and I’m comforted.]
@VainedBeauty [I started to fuss when the nurses started to remove the wires and everything from me.
I didn’t enjoy it nor like this but it had to be done.
I glance over towards my new mummy as I try to relax myself knowing that she was here with me but it wasn’t working.
I start to cry-
@VainedBeauty -all ready to go home.
But I needed to be placed down back into the bed so all the wires and the iv can be removed and to do final checks to make sure nothing has changed in my health.]
@VainedBeauty [The doctor comes back with everything that I would need for when I get home.
The doctor comes over and asks if there was a car seat or a pram that could transport me. And if she had a car to go home.
He had all the paperwork ready and the medications in a hospital bag-