I hate that I’m feeling this way when I know I need to be at ease this should be a happy time for me like I’m happy for me and what i have going on but I don’t feel it around me, around everyone and it still feels like it’s just me
I just feel like I’m always getting attacked for something….i don’t say anything because it’s like I’m wrong , I’m not showing anything , I’ve literally been feeling sick and all by myself and I’m just suppose to ignore that and pour in everybody cup