i don’t think your parents should meet your partner till you know this is the person you actually want to settle down with & get married to. i’m so big on that. i can’t bring just ANYBODY to my parents.
I just wanna be a better person, upgrade my vocabulary, my lifestyle, how I handle people & situations. Just have complete self control ion want no negativity around me.
Facing your own mess is heavy. Coming to terms with the choices YOU made, the times YOU didn’t protect yourself, the moments you crossed your own boundaries. That point where you realize everybody can’t take the blame and you had a hand in what fell apart too. Sitting with that truth hurts, but learning how to forgive yourself hurts even more. Growth doesn’t move in a straight line. Days like this are part of it. Feel it, acknowledge it, but don’t get stuck living there.
I asked God for better and that’s why everything around me is changing. People I thought were solid don’t fit my life anymore. Habits I used to love feel pointless. The old conversations don’t move me, the old circles don’t impress me, and the old distractions can’t reach me.
People really don’t be understanding how big of an impact they can leave on a person. That’s why I don’t like dealing with people fr because it takes me forever to get over stuff
i think my 🚩 is that, I never know how to talk about my feelings. I talk to myself in my head a lot about how I feel & I explain it so well, but getting it to actually come out my mouth is so hard.
i'm FOREVERRRR praying that i get my fairytale ending... the financial freedom, the family, the peace, the love... just everything that i truly & genuinely deserve🥹.
I’ve came to terms with the fact that I really am allowed to feel however I want to feel about any situation, without anyone else having to understand why I feel the way I do.