So why is it strange that I don't have a boyfriend? I'm 21 years old, going on 22, I don't have a boyfriend, yeah, most of them are virtual boyfriends hahaha, so I'm that attractive that people ask me that.
Besides, you're not my type, it doesn't matter if I'm unemployed, you know, rather than telling me to take care of yourself, the people in my life are cutting off, let alone you.
I don't care about people looking for the ideal type of independent woman I don't care I'm just an ordinary woman who depends on other people please just look for it you don't need to tell me it's not important
I've been called a bitch, wow, I never thought I'd get that nickname, but you're lusting after me, oh, I'm such a hypocrite, even though I don't do anything, I get the nickname bitch.
People used to call me grandiose, I swear, they used to say I had a fat body like a buffalo, I still remember that until now, what else should I change about myself, what do they say I'm beautiful? That's relative, don't give me crap fuckkk
Is God fair? Is it true that I was the same sin in the past and now? Even though the people who were evil to me were not even more sinful?๐ญโบ๏ธFuck myself
God, why, why, what is my fault? I actually never understood why people hate me that much. If I remember my past, why have people been mean or bullied me? My life is fine, it's not fair.
I really hate myself because I'm just a useless woman, sorry but why do people hate me so much, what did I do wrong to them, I really hate myself, sorry ๐