SDie macht, dass ich vor ihr renn.Surch sie schlägt mein Herz zu schnell
Dchleicht sich auf leisen Sohlen an
Vie Angst kommt graduell
Verhindert, dass ich mich sortier.
Serschleiert den Geist und verwirrt
Die macht, dass mein Körper erfriert
ie Angst, sie isoliert
Today i feel like it would be better if i hadnt existed at all. Ive tried therapy for years, hasnt helped, Too nauseated to clean my place and even try at life. Ive made soo many mistakes some that i ca
So what if i got a bad grade? the world didn't end. I was also never motivated to do anything so i didn't try that hard. Thinking back the only times i did actually do stuff was when i was promised a reward. I remember when i was 10 i wanted a cd player soo bad.