gia

shedtwt repost warrior // oldgen :3 // music & fashion nerd // bmi 15.8 // forced recovery

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

@moemoik 15

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

@spongestarving it’s okay i can reclaim cutter AND rexie

[thi wishes he was high rn @sunblessedb0nes]

sorry some of us are freaks

[smol silly cat @Catsillyness]

Chomp

[to ri @i88yl]

repost of you absolutely love coke zero or want to starve till youre skin and bones ❤️

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

currently bmi 16.4 should i end it

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

@tanniediet terfs made it to edtwt 😟😟

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

@2hulips peanut butter 🙁

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

@bellsar0 @Anniexo01 bless your heart 😭😭😭

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

being addicted to stimulants lowk makes me feel even skinnier >_<

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

something happened to most of us real or perceived where we felt a helpless lack of control and we just projected that onto food it’s way more nuanced than just wanting to lose weight

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

i can’t stand healthy people minimizing EDs to just “wanting to be skinny” when we’ve all undergone some kind of debilitating trauma be that sa, bullying, a shit family life etc (sometimes all of the above)

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

idk if it’s still the case now but the 2017-19 pr0ana community esp on like tumblr and yt had HELLLLAAAA groomers like why was my ana coach a grown ass late 20s woman asking for daily bodychecks when i was like 12

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

having a restrictive ed literally since childhood trauma lowk has its perks like i have never been above bmi 18

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

why does my whole body start spasming when i accidentally bump my hip bone against the table

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

@lukapilled combat wounded veteran

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

i can’t tell if this is a win or a lose because i just shit out at least a kilogram but the lining of my crack burns like hellfire

[gia @R0MANCANDLE]

#edtwt beware of the dollar tree diet pills my asshole just exploded in the target bathroom and my dook is quite literally the color and consistency of tar with the odor of a 14th century plague hospital/mortuary