one of many things i hate abt myself is the fact that if anyone shows even the slightest bit of care and affection towards me i WILL start to worship them and get attached but then i slowly realize they dont fw me like that theyre just a nice person lol i hate my life
I need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need to cut myself i need
it feels really shallow to admit this but i cannot relate to people who dont have some kind of mental illness/disability or trauma. i dont understand how someone can just live a normal life, free from this kind of suffering. im jealous of them.
Remember when you said that if someone learned your language to confess to you you'd fall for them Sasha I'm trying I'm trying when will you unblock me i love you @lich5578786878