cain

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[cain @RAKSHA404]

so new intro

*cain
*he/him
*8teen
*🇲🇽

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[cain @RAKSHA404]

i need to be skinnier before i see him. i have a whole month

[𑣲autumn @sweetfawnette]

i’m such a larper all i do is be fat

[cain @RAKSHA404]

idk, we'll see when i see him in person again, which is a whole month from now.
we're going out the whole week, and i'll see if i can try getting something more since im staying over at his house, and he's giving me his bed. which is..so fanfic-like, it's actually funny

[cain @RAKSHA404]

so if a guy, whos older by like 8 years..and he takes u out on hikes, movies, coffees, dinner, gym, every other day. and u guys call for hours every week, and plan hangouts in the future...and tried cracking on ur bday, and he's overly freaky when drunk.
do he want me?

[cain @RAKSHA404]

i think he obviously does, but idk HOW to make the move to advance on these feelings. i want to be with him, but im not sure bc i am obvi younger than him, and he'd reject me. and as much as id like to get down w him, im not one to crack and go home. i want a relationship.

[cain @RAKSHA404]

i love using my twt acc as a journal

[cain @RAKSHA404]

ouuu shiii 👀👀👀
i moved to another state today and i might live here...AND everything is walking distance

[cain @RAKSHA404]

so anyone else playing genshin in the big 26...

[cain @RAKSHA404]

how do i get T in the shittiest red state
every plannedparenthood here got shutdown
ik how diy works but idk how to get the right dose or the bloodwork or anything like that

[cain @RAKSHA404]

i think my therapist literally died, she hasnt replied to me or called or anything and i saw her like 3 months ago, should i be worried

[cain @RAKSHA404]

i feel schizophrenic talking to myself, this twt acc is actually my diary

[cain @RAKSHA404]

MEPS was fun tho met lots of cool and different people there, i hope they are doing well in basics now since we were all supposed to be there together beginning of june

[cain @RAKSHA404]

i genuinely think of me getting denied at MEPS from my scars and being trans but i realized why would i literally die for israel thats so stupid lol ima go work at a shitty thrift store

[cain @RAKSHA404]

ffffffuuucckkkkk i realized once i move away we cant crack anymore im gonna miss him
hes military too ffffffuuucckkkk im gonna only see him once every few months

[cain @RAKSHA404]

i wanna cut tiger stripes on the sides of my torso should i

[male twted @petiteb0y]

he’s so tiny in his arms ^^

[🪽 @cherricatea]

The number on the scale keeps going down but my reflection in the mirror isn’t changing

[cain @RAKSHA404]

AND its a blue state omfg T here i come

[cain @RAKSHA404]

omgomgomg i cant wait to move states next week i finally can make the fridge empty and walk lots im so freaking excited

[ari @soobinsdih]

i have so much potential and i’m wasting it on being fat

[real takezo 𓄧 @userkn1ght]

I love when I tweet and nobody interacts with me it makes me feel like this