@medkinds { and he immediately takes newt’s hand, squeezing it softly. }
no— no, no, just…
{ he doesn’t completely get out from behind that wall, but peeks enough to look at his lover. }
i missed you.
@PR8YB0Y ah, eh…
{ is he ready for this? absolutely not. but he can’t continue deceiving his lover like this— or at least give them an idea of the things he’s done.
before he can chicken out, he stands up to open the door. }
it’s— it’s alright now.
@PR8YB0Y { ‘this is ridiculous’, he briefly thinks. he owes mike /something/— even if he’s not ready for it yet.
taking a deep, shuddering breath, he steels himself. }
mike…?
@PR8YB0Y { he wants to say something, and at the same time doesn’t. all he wants to do is cry, to be quite honest.
he sighs quietly, and taps on the door. softly, twice. }
@PR8YB0Y { he should ask them to leave him alone— to stop bothering. there’s that nagging voice in his head telling him that this was all a mistake. to just—
he’s always been weak, weak and too emotional. so, trying to be as quiet as he can, he sits on the other side of the door. +