RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller

Filmmaker • Comic Book Creator • Mental Health Advocate

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

#KomiksVSKomikeros I'm RJ Baculo, a filmmaker, mental health advocate, and comic book creator! My self-published indie comics typically explore mental health issues through though-provoking visual stories that are usually slice-of-life mixed with elements of sci-fi or fantasy.

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

@LaufeyUpdates The arrangement, from mellow sublime piano to grandiose classical then ending off with her bare naked vocal... what an emotional ride. And yes, i am an emotional wreck now. All we need is a heartbreaking short film style music video (like Taylor's All Too Well) to go with it.

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

@laufey I'm a 39yo father crying like a 17yo girl. Why u do dis @laufey ??

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

@laufey Why can't i fuckin stop crying from this song? (The song isn't even playing anymore!!)

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

@mythicStallion Thank you for your indelible contribution to this creative space. Truly, you helped usher a new generation of filmmaking and filmmakers!

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

Was watching the ongoing #ZackSnyder charity event for suicide prevention (also celebrating the 10-year anniversary of his Man of Steel film) and towards the end of the Q&A session he dropped this beautiful inspiring nugget... #SnyderCon #Filmmaking

[Noam Kroll @noamkroll]

Every filmmaker I know wrestles with self doubt or imposter syndrome, and it can be incredibly harmful.

For some, it’s so overwhelming they call it quits on their career.

But I genuinely believe self doubt is something you can keep at bay… It just takes your active participation.

Here are a few ways to get there:

1. Stop telling people you WANT to make a film

The single best way to build your confidence as a director is to consistently make films.

But so often filmmakers talk themselves out of making new work, and never give themselves the chance to see what they are capable of.

And it always seems to be on the heels of a conversation with a blocked creative person who plants seeds of doubt.

Their insecurities become yours, and subconsciously you begin to doubt your project too.

A better option would be to tell no one (outside of your team) until it’s done. The finished product will give you all the validation you need.

2. Stop giving yourself “5 years to make it” scenarios

I often hear a version of…

“I’ve given myself 5 years break into the industry, otherwise I’m going back to my day job…”

Personally, I think this line of thinking sets you up for failure.

With each year you feel more desperate to make your mark, but that only leads to worse (and shorter term) decision making.

This of course only makes you doubt yourself even more, since you’ve set the bar so impossibly high that no one could ever reach it.

Avoid giving yourself ultimatums that are antithetical to the creative process.

3. Stop believing failure is a bad thing

Great filmmakers understand that failure is a natural part of the creative process. Amateur filmmakers think it’s a death sentence, and something they can avoid.

Even for the most talented filmmaker out there – failure exists. Festivals reject films. Financiers say no to investment proposals. Reviewers tear apart a finished work, and so on.

It may seem like everyone is getting ahead but you. But in reality, those who are getting ahead aren’t always any better or more talented than you. They’ve just developed a thick enough skin to keep going in the face of “failure”, rather than turning setbacks into more self doubt.

4. Stop being upset with your critics

No matter what you do as a filmmaker, someone will criticize you for it.

And I’m not talking about professional film criticism here, which has a unique value. I’m talking about your uncle or neighbor who hears about your micro-budget film and rolls their eyes.

The reality is, a huge amount of people are walking around on this earth as blocked creatives. When they see a filmmaker like you going out on a limb to create art, it triggers their own insecurities surrounding their unfulfilled dreams and ambitions.

By tearing you down, they feel justified in the decisions they’ve made – that probably keep them up at night.

Unfortunately these type of interactions can lead to genuine self-doubt in filmmakers. But if you understand where they originate, they’re a hell of a lot less powerful. 

5. Stop ignoring your progress

Film projects can take years to complete, which makes it very difficult to see all of the progress you are making as a filmmaker.

You may very well become a far better director/DP/editor/writer over the course of making a feature film, but be completely unaware of it. Largely because filmmaking skill is not something that can be objectively measured – and this creates a major challenge.

If you don’t know that you’re getting better something, why would you continue?

The solution is to find a way to measure it, even if qualitatively.

For instance, making a series of 1 minute short films is a fast way to prove to yourself that you’re growing, as film #10 will inevitably be stronger than film #1.

However you do it, find a way to measure your progress.

So long as you believe you are improving, the self doubt tends to disappear.

If you enjoyed this, please retweet and follow me @noamkroll

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

@NilesmLarson I noticed you're using the @CinemaP3camera app there! 🔥

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

@BrionneOlsen That's crazy! And I don't know which one gives more value coz they're BOTH such powerful tools for storytelling!

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

@BrionneOlsen Yass this is the cam upgrade i've been eyeing! With the recent 2.0 firmware update and Netflix adding it to their approved list of cameras, all the more needing this camera!

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Catch our insightful conversation with award-winning mobile filmmaker @BrionneOlsen from Johannesburg, South Africa about shooting films that address social issues such as racism & colonialism... all done with a smartphone!

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

A new video essay I made for #MentalHealthAwarenessMonth (I know, I know, it's June already) on @Junji Ito's classic horror manga #Uzumaki and the real-life spiral of #depression.
https://t.co/C2Rhrgy9Tg

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

Read my latest Medium article: "Telling Visual Stories of Mental Health Awareness through Mobile Smartphone Filmmaking" https://t.co/tf17dWCkFZ

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

@netflix now accepts iPhone-shot film projects for their Netflix 4K Originals! 🤯@FilmicPro #MobileFIlmmaking #SmartphoneFilmmaking #MobileFilmmaker

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

In this new series, I spotlight different #MobileFilmmakers from around the globe. The power to tell your story is right in your pocket! #SmartphoneFilmmaking

Join me as I chat with mobile filmmaker @PatrickLevar1 all the way from Osaka, Japan

https://t.co/FUoFskr5rq

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

🎥A look into my creative/production process of making one of my films... #IndieFilmmaking #MobileFilmmaking https://t.co/UdvR7KrYQb

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

Check out my Medium article on Depression in Junji Ito's horror manga classic "Uzumaki" https://t.co/3VTGiSHR6x

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

#MobileFilmmaking It's all about stories - visual stories - making them accessible for those to see/hear them and for those to tell them.

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

This is a game-changer! Shoot RAW DNG video on your Android smartphone! #MobileFilmmaking
https://t.co/zzvEh1hrAB

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

Catch my short film "I Am a Black Hole" screening as part of the 7th Annual SF3 SmartFone Flick Fest @SF3Fest https://t.co/hWw7QOSBzF

[RJ Baculo // Visual Storyteller @RJ_Baculo]

#Wordle245 ruined my streak! Gahhhh!

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