hello my lovelies, it's penny. i have been gone for a looong time. honestly not sure when i'll be properly back either.
but if you'll indulge me, i'd like to get a little personal and muse on my past work (em:r obviously) a bit. (you have to btw, it's my account sooo) 🧵✨
if you read all this, thanks for reading! i hope it resonated, or at least gave a concrete answer as to just what was wrong with her. have a lovely day i will see you all soon, hopefully with project news :)
from natsuki's pov he had just crossed the one red line, the one true boundary she had set for him. totally betrayed her trust, implicated her and doomed her to exactly her worst fear - being forced to go up onto that stand and look her father in the eyes while she is forced to
we are just so fragile and forever braced for betrayal. and it was eye opening to replay the mod, come to terms with all this, and then remember that like 80% of everyone who played was literally glad when she died. certainly some food for thought but only got myself to blame lol
let's take the juiciest - mc calling the police. most people seem to agree that it was the best course after the break-in and (despite the emphasis on lazy bastard cops (a very real problem that was written off as contrivance, which annoys me)) it totally was. BUT
now, if you haven't heard of "splitting", it is a sympton which distorts your thinking - everything is black & white, all or nothing - often triggered by the actions of another or an inciting event. i look back at the arguments she has with mc and i see it all over her.