Allah is SOO000000000000 Kind.
- He covers your sins while you sleep.
- He gives you another sunrise when you don't deserve it.
- He answers du'as you forgot you made.
- He protects you from things you'll never even know about
Never doubt the kindness of Allah.
Wallahi, wallahi, wallahi, Tahajjud works.
Wake up 1hr before Fajr, perform ablution, pray at least 2 raka'ahs, and cry out your problems to Allah in your Sujood.
May Allah answer our prayers.
Whatever happens, even when all your plans fail and all doors seem shut, cry out to the Almighty, the All-Knowing, seek refuge in the Him. He'll find a way out for you. Trust Him.