i don’t know why i still miss you this much at night, maybe it’s because this used to be the time we talked the most, maybe it’s because every night still feels incomplete without saying goodnight to you, all i know is, when everything gets quiet, i miss u more than i did all day
it’s one of those nights where i miss you more than usual, i miss talking to you until we fell asleep, i miss saying goodnight and knowing i’d talk to you again tomorrow, now the nights feel so quiet without you and i still find myself wishing you were here
It was you that I wanted but I never felt like I could connect with you bcs u never told me what u wanted and how u felt and it felt like u were hiding a whole other person from me
U know I still love you and I may have hurt you and I am sorry and I will never forgive myself for that but I wasn’t the only one who made mistakes to lead up to this