Did you all enjoy the concert?
I am very happy that over 1000 people came. I'm glad that everyone seemed to like the new 3D model Chibi. Thank you corocoma dad! & Noel Mama
Regarding crowdfunding, which was announced during the stream, please do not overdo it.
PayPal, Twitch, membership, etc. will be added to the progress properly.
To check the progress, a bar will appear during the stream, so please check there.
And my dear Natsuki Mama
It's a sad farewell.
I was really happy to have met her.
I will continue my activities without changing the model. Because she's the only mom I have. It would be easy to change the model, but I don't want to do that. I received all the data from her.
In the future, when I create new costumes, I will ask other artists based on her data.
Many things have happened, but I will not stop walking.
The situation is still difficult, but I will not give up. Because I'm not alone. Everyone is there, friends are there, family is there. And I think I'll learn to rely on others a little more. This earthquake made me realize that I am not strong enough to solve everything by myself. Everyone, please don't hide when you're having a hard time. The world is probably more wonderful than you think.
a friend told me. People will help you because you have helped them.
So if someone helps you, please help the next person who is in trouble.
I think the world will become a little happier in this way.
Thank you very much for today. See you on the next stream. big love to you
I am a small streamer and my numbers has always been low. It has been demoralizing because me and the artists I work with put so much heart in our content to very little to no exposure whatsoever. —but I still move forward. We still move forward. I know I’m not alone with these grievances. I will keep going. I hope we all keep going. Thank you everyone who has supported me throughout my journey. I’m here to stay! 🌙✨
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Today is a difficult day
Today the results are ready, I didn't want to read them first so I let mom do it.
Reality is inevitable so mom talked to me about the results.
My life is about to change now I have to be more careful with the air I breathe and going out is now more complicated for me, my head is everywhere now, I thought of everything that I should fulfill my dreams before everything gets worse.
I thought about suicide again but it always comes to my mind that I promised you that I would not think about it again (thank you for being my barrier and support) in a way it makes me happy that I have some kind of block for these types of thoughts
I was desperate for a moment, I thought about eating or going out and doing everything I always wanted, i cant even walk, but now it's too late, that depressed me a lot.
Now my isolation will be worse? Should I be more careful now than before, is normal air now dangerous for me? Many things go through my head, the air is very dirty out there, I don't want to get worse.
Now is not even the air anymore, now even the dust particles it has hurt me, what am I supposed to do not breathe? chronic allergy can be something wow im still on denial kinda my head is really blocked right now.
There are too many problems in a single day, there was even talk of an operation on my nose and face.
The sinusitis is very bad, my paranasal and frontal sinuses are clogged so I don't filter anything and what I filter is shit so not much air passes and I force a lot.
My bronchioles are clogging up, the fungus can be scary and what it can cause, I force them, that's why I feel burning in my lungs and it hurts. Even drinking water usually hurts.
My lungs have many old and new wounds, that didn't surprise me, but seeing them did shock me a little.
The doctor told me that I should strain or use my lungs as little as possible.
I have many more problems, my cvid, my nerves, my stomach, my heart and my head full of balls, my weight is too low, all this makes me think that everything is piling up, I don't know what to do.
How will I get out of these? If my body don’t cooperates
I thought a lot about whether to write this or not but keeping so much in my head hurts me a lot.
Trying to hide my feelings is difficult, but I think I can do it. I want to make everyone happy.
I don't want to be a problem for anyone, for mom and for you.
All this just made me realize how fragile we are as humans.
Please take care of yourself and your body. We only have one life, live it fully.
I really mean it
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Yesterday was a hard day for me breathing was hard af even lying down each breathe feeled like a lot of work, my trachea have this thigh closing feeling, sinusitis feels the worse on my face so trying to catch a break was problematic
I tried my best
My temperature still high and my body hurts a lot but doc told me to endure it till the treatment is done with paracetamol injections
Im doing my best with the treatment more than 10+meds in between 24 hours is a lot but is a treatment that cant be cut just because and needs to be gradually cutted with lower dozes.
Meds crash still makes me look inflated and sometimes cant breathe with it, today on morning nurse is coming so more meds and serum so i hope my body gets cleaned a little from em so my face and neck gets less swollen i feel like michelin
My back moles are painfull we already took one of them long time ago and still beating and burning inside, back pain is aaaa but nothing i can do, no pain killers for me till my nerves are better ( doc told me that my nerve damage is prob permanent cuz the amount of pills i use to have when drinking pills was a possibility and allowed to me ) im kinda getting use to my body nerves being a bother but still scary when i cant move my hand or everything feels like fire at the touch im trying my best to stream with the tts even if it hurts but is the only way i have to communicate with yall still hard to process in my mind but is necessary for now
Doc told me that the possibility that my alergy turned chronic is high he thinks at this point is 100%
Now my bed needs to be cleaned twice per day with a vacuum and basically my room needs to have the most clean air i can have and no dust at all
I hope 🤞 it helps to improve my pneumonia and bronchitis cuz that would be a game changer
Wounds are still appearing on my soft palate n throat 💀these are the worse
we will see how all goes in the xrays this week and on the blood exams that are gonna be done after the treatment is done
Im sad cuz doc told me that i need to use my lungs or force them to minimum so air supported prisci is back _| ̄|○ i tough my voice return on streams was going to be quicker but im sorry i think is not gonna happen so soon
Sorry for the inconvenience yesterday I didnt stream right now i feel so overwhelmed and scare infections for me are problematic and persistent with everything that is going on my cvid the plasma the xrays the exams the nurse visits the meds the house with fungus and taking care of my mom (she is already older so i feel bad and anxious thinking why she still needs to take care of me at her age and how we are gonna make it this month) its a lot for me and my mind im sorry my body dont wanna support me with my vtuber journey but just give me time
Right now i need a lot of emotional support thanks for being always with me ❤️ i really appreciate your kind words and support
Today is a new day ☀️
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GUYS, LOOK AT THIS! I WON, I REACHED MY HIGHEST POTENTIAL AS A PIXEL ARTIST. SELEN ADDED MY ART TO HER STREAM. I AM SO HAPPY, I COULD DIE NOW WITHOUT ANY REGRET. I LOVE HER SO MUCH, MY KAMI OSHI 🥹💖
💜 WHAT A WONDERFUL WEEK OF STREAMS💜
💙 THANK YOU TO EVERYBODY THAT CAME💙
Special thanks to @OnigiriEn_ for the raid today! I really appreciate all the love and support everybody has been throwing my way recently - it means more than you ever could imagine. Each and every one of you make this community what it is and I wake up every single day thankful for you all.
See you Sunday for some more big fun!
Be safe ♥
I've made a christmas YCH for myself and my lovely boyfriend @SeirenPendragon ! 💗 I liked it so much and I think I'll make an art raffle for it, soon! Let's gooo~! 💗
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Uwehhhhhhh thank you everyone! 😭💛
We reached 25k way before my birthday 🎉
Thank you so so much PenPals and fellow PRISM agents for sharing!
Let’s do a celebration stream next week 🥹💛
🎉Birthday Countdown🎉
My birthday is on Nov 6th, just a few weeks away! Help me celebrate in style by reaching 25K on YouTube before the big day! 🎁🥳
Your support has brought me this far, and I'm incredibly thankful for every PenPals, old and new 💛🐧
Thanks you
thank you all for helping me complete the goal for my colostomy, this month has been a roller coaster of emotions for me and my family, they are working the best they can.
Thank you all for seeing me even though I am in this condition I promise when I come back we will do fun things, thank you for encouraging me and saying good words thank you for not leaving me.
Tomorrow will be the day of the surgery and I hope everything goes well.
I will be on hiatus for my recovery
i will miss everybody ❤
thanks again for everything for this.
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I wake up and find out we hit the goal for the colostomy
thanks everybody, for being so kind to me thanks thanks thanks
I promise when my health gets better we will continue gaming handcams and fun karaokes
Thanks again for being with me on bad times and good times
❤️
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The big decision was to quit my job!
I couldn't do it because I was worried about losing my income and whether I would be able to find a new job, but I made the decision because my health is more important than anything else. Fortunately, I am able to make a living with the support from everyone, so I think I was able to make this decision. Thank you to everyone. Finally, you all became my real bosses. SC is my salary. just kidding. HAHA
But please don't push yourself too hard for me. This is my stream promise that will never change.
I'm worried about my income going down, but I'm going to take my time as a Vtuber while looking for a new job. I have no intention of going into the medical field anymore. It was a rewarding job, but I don't want to do any more responsible work for a while.
I feel much refreshed, so I'm going to try interacting with other Vtubers, which I haven't been able to do before. We are also thinking about opening collaborations. I'd be especially happy if someone from overseas could speak Japanese.
I'm sure some of you thought I might graduate from this stream. rest assured. Even if I get married or have children, I will continue to be a Vtuber.
Decades from now, my child may be using my avatar. But first I have to find a partner.
Thank you very much for your kind words today. Cheers to my new step! !