my mom just said "that's life, you can't expect someone who grows everyday to just stay at one point in their life, they probably have their own wish that they would like to achieve and mark was brave enough to step ahead even if it means letting a big part of himself go" ☹️
부모님이 살아계실 때 당장 해야할 것들
1. 목소리를 녹음해둬라, 훗날 제일 듣고 싶어진다.
2. 함께 밥 먹을 때 폰을 내려놔라. 얼굴을 보고 대화를 많이 나눠라. 그 식탁 언젠가는 빈 자리가 된다.
3. 사진을 함께 찍어라. 핸드폰엔 수천 장이 있는데 정작 가장 중요한 사람이 없는게 말이 되는가.
4. 귀찮은 일 대신해라. 그들이 내게 해주던 일들이다. 이제 니 차례다.
5. 고맙다 꼭 말씀드려라. 당연한 것은 없었다. 그 모든 날들이 쌓여서 지금의 내가 됐다.
6. 말하지 않으면 모른다. 지금 말씀드려라. 매주 전화해라. 용건이 없어도 된다. 그냥 목소리 한번 듣는 것. 그 어떤것보다 효도다.
7. 꼭 한번 안아드려라. 어색해도 된다. 그 온기가 당신이 생각하는 것보다 훨씬 오래 남는다.
8. 지난 잘못은 사과해라. 말 못 한 미안함은 가슴에 남는다. 부모님 가슴에도, 내 가슴에도 살아계실 때 풀어야 나중에 후회가 없다.
부모님의 존재가 영원할거라 착각하지 마라
-모든 날들이 행복했으면 좋겠어
마크야 부디 행복하렴
그동안 너무 수고 많았다 아이야
네가 활동하는 걸 왜 당연하다고 생각했을까..
너를 놓아주기 너무 힘들다
떠나보내고 싶지 않다
항상 옆에 있길 바랐는데.. 떠나보내줘야겠지
이제는 늦잠도 자고 여유로운 생활을 가졌으면 해
10년 동안 못 이뤄낸 꿈 꼭 이루길 바라
네 꿈을 몰라줘 미안한 마음뿐이다..
끝은 새로운 시작이라고도 하지
너의 끝이 또 다른 시작이라고 생각해
엔시티 마크이자 민형아 너무 고생 많았어
앞으로는 이마크라는 가수로 만나자
네가 걸어가는 길을 응원해
지금까지 웃었던 것들이 아무것도 아닐 정도로 성공하고 행복하렴
웃으면서 다시 만나는 날이 오길
hi… 🥺
have you been doing well??
lately i feel like i’ve only been sharing heavy & serious things with czennies, so honestly my heart hasn’t felt very at ease & i feel sorry… but i think today might be my last bubble for a while… so i’m sending this message today with a heavy heart too..ㅠ
i never imagined a day like this would come, or that i’d be saying something like this directly to you like this..ㅠ but as i write this, it feels strange that it doesn’t even feel realㅠ
while you’ve been receiving my bubble, if even just a little you gained strength from it, and if there were moments where my messages gave you even a bit of good energy to get through your day, then i think i’d be really happy, and really really relieved and thankfulㅠ i couldn’t send bubbles super often, but every time i did, i always meant it sincerely and hoped you’d gain strength from it.. 🥺
honestly, when i read your messages, there were so many times i gained strength too, even if you might not realize it. even now, when i read your messages, there are so many moments where i feel comforted and my heart feels warm.
this space called bubble was always fun in that sense & i think i was even happier because you enjoyed it together with me.
but because of that, the fact that my bubble is ending after today might be really sad for you & i’m worried it might make things hard for you, so my heart feels really heavy..
i’ve been working hard on lots of different things. i think i’m working with many different people, in many different ways, and making music! i’m also going around looking for inspiration and experiencing a lot of different things.
i’ll come back to you and czennies soon with a new side of me & new music. i heard that some of you were worried i might retire… i know this is a time where both you & the members might have a lot of worries, so i want to comfort you and be your strength as soon as possible. i’ll really do my best. but not just simply working hard and coming back, i want to truly grow. and i’ll come back with music made from new ways of expressing that growth. you’ve told me a lot that you like hearing my stories… so i’ll try to put more of my stories into my music. i’m also spending this time thinking deeply about myself, finding myself again, and looking for new inspirations to express myself in new ways.
i’ll also prepare a new way to communicate and come back soon. i’m sorry it feels like you’re just waiting… you waited a lot even during my solo album… but this time too, i’ll make sure to repay you with something even better for making you waitㅠ let’s take this time as a moment for both of us to grow, and meet again soonㅠ
it’s not like we’ll never see each other again, but i’ll really miss you. really. i’m not going anywhere, so please don’t be too sad or have a hard time, just wait a little. i’ll come back soon.
thank you so so much for bubbling with me, listening to my stories, always being my strength, making me laugh, and sharing fun stories with me. thank you for always being so kind to me… we’ll meet again soon!
today, tomorrow, and the day after, fighting. 🥺
i sincerely hope you sleep well on all the nights without my messages for a while 🥺
once again, thank you so much & i love you 💚❤️
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