This is free advice from an expensive psychologist.
If you're an anxious person, do everything for fun. Go to a job interview for fun. Submit documents for fun. Start a blog for fun. Anxiety feeds on importance. Don't make everything a matter of life and death.
it is an unwritten rule of life that after every prolonged period of hardship and uncertainty, there is going to be a period when you are going to achieve quantum leaps across multiple areas of your life. the only requirement is that you do not give up on yourself.
I am a very private person. I don't even like people knowing nothing about me or my personal life. If you’re not in my immediate circle, then my life should be a blur to you. Respectfully.
One of my very important prayers is to maintain my humbleness and humility as i attain greater heights. I genuinely do not wish to be arrogant. It’s a very crazy behavior tbh.
Getting yo shit together requires a deep level of honesty with yourself, you gotta be able to look at yourself in the mirror & be willing to accept flaws & behavior that's not allowing you to grow , self evaluation is difficult but it's extremely necessary.