okay so as bad as it pains me to I'm going to get off of this site not sure for how long, I thought I would find people I could interact with but i'm just getting worse every day, my anxiety is getting bad by the min and it is really affecting my body to the point I may......idk but the main reason is I have met people who I really held dear but because of my anxiety it drove them away and i'm just blaming myself so yea idk when or if I will be back but to those who are my friends i'll leave my discord in my bio if you want to get in touch, and i'm very sorry.